How I feel?

I really do not know how I feel. I have many friends here but still lonely. My best friend came from the same undergraduate university, but now I am not sure that I be her best friend. I do not know why I feel like that...

1st midterm examinations just have past, I hope they are going to be all right!

My lover, who is I can only be his sister, is going to study in docterate degree in a few month. Everyone has a dreams and going to their goal. What is my dream? What is my goal?